The Service Edition, Soft Cover 🪖⛑️🛡️

Really Love You Like I Love You.
The Official First Batch.

Printing began 11 SEP 2026.

In honor of those who served and to highlight those who still serve.

A memoir in two voices, written like a wiring diagram.
There were only so many in the first batch. This is one of them.

RLYLILY is a debut memoir written by two women who lived the same years from opposite ends of the country and tell it in alternating chapters. MADMō, a Navy avionics technician, writes hers the way she communicates with aircraft: voltage, circuit, resistance, ground, light. Adeline Ward, a filmmaker, writes hers in scenes: table reads, supporting cast, going off script, back to one.

Read separately, they're two stories. Read together, tit forms a parallel circuit.

No corporate backing. Published by RLYLILY Studio, an imprint of MADMO, LLC — a veteran-owned, Filipina-founded indie press. The founder pulled her retirement to print this.

What's inside

• Ten chapters in two voices, plus TX 001.
• Foreword by Izzy Isabella, RN
• A glossary, so you can read the avionics jargon and then some.
• A mailbox. After you've read the book, there's a QR code and an invitation to write back. Letters may be logged publicly.

First batch
This is the first printing.

Signed, Hand numbered, and stamped.

Once these are gone, the next batch is a second printing with changes and alterations gathered from the community, and it says so on our copyright page.

Details

• Format: Soft cover paperback
• ISBN: 979-8-9958308-1-8
• Language: English, with Tagalog and Chinese passages translated in-line
• First printed edition, 2026
• Printed in the United States of America
• Ships from Ventura, CA. my very hands. :)

Content note: This book references domestic violence, military trauma, sexual assault and harassment, self-harm, and suicidal ideation. Take what you need, skip what you don't. Move through this work and life at your own pace. 

RLYLILY.